After the whole ordeal with the softball game, I did not get home until late. Then, I helped out a friend i in Michigan de-virus her computer (again). I had to remote control it again, but that was cool. It's clean until the next time. I got an IM from a few people at that time too.. Stacia is mad at me again. I certainly do not mean to anger her, but it seems unavoidable. Losbern said hi as well, but we did not talk too long; sorry... And I also had a nice long talk with silverwingdance about things, and somehow, the conversation turned to the past once again. Usually, I don't mind this at all, but tonight it was a little unnerving. It started out as harmless nostalgia, but then something hit a nerve that just stirred up a alot of the negative emotions. Emotions I would just as well not revisit again, as the mere thought of them is enough to cause pain all over again.

So right now, I am just tired, and unable to bring the issues at hand in my mind to a close. I really do not like negativity, and it really does have a poisioning effect on me. I should just sleep. I'm already facing a sleepless day tomorrow.